How desolate are you

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I’m 18 years old 12th student preparing for NEET. I lost my Papa when I was in class 9th. Since then I have been doing my studies and other expenses on my own. I do self study for Neet as I can't afford any online or offline coaching. I do some online work, which helps me barely cover my mobile EMI, school and library fees, and a few other expenses. I am a fitness freak since 8th standard but now since I had two options either to pay the library fee of Rs.800 or to pay the same amount for gym, I chose the library; So now I work out at home. I’m an introvert. I hardly interact with other people. I have 0 friends in life. All my sisters and big brother are happily living their married life and I am happy for them. But no one is here to support me, including my own mother :) I don't need financial support from anyone, I just want emotional support from my family but now I have lost hope and now I don't expect anything from anyone. I am studying in a very poor gov school from the beginning but I am a very bright student, I am very good in maths, physics, chemistry, biology, logic & reasoning, Philosophy, history, theology and some other sciences. I am proficient in 6 languages ​​including English, Hindi, Arabic, Persian, Urdu and Sanskrit. Since I belong to a lower middle class family and society, all my family members and relatives want me to do some work and bring some money home, but I don't want to live a mediocre life. My goal is to go into research field or become a neurosurgeon after doing MBBS and I am working hard for it. I go to library at 7:30 in the morning and come back at 12 at night so that I can avoid everyone's Blah - Blah and concentrate on my studies. Sometimes I play video games like COD when I'm bored, I have no distractions in my life because I'm addicted to studying ;) I Love to learn different sciences and languages. ❤️ I don't use social media except whatsapp. I have a lot to talk about: the universe, science, my own life, and many other things, but I find myself only talking to myself because no one on this planet is interested in listening, and I don’t like talking to anyone. Even with a very meager diet and limited resources, I've managed to maintain a healthy body and decent physique. Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and admire myself but I am very shy so I never show off my body. Am I happy in my life? Yes because I am trying hard to be what I want and i get motivated by seeing challenges in my life. PS: Not Sharing this for Sympathy or Showing off something, i am just sharing about my life

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